So, over time, I have had a lot of girlfriends and continue to think that having a woman is ideal for me. I even tried to live abroad to build stronger relationships, but even after living together for about a year, it failed. So maybe I find it hard to bear. Maybe I work too much to focus on the love and attention I need to build a healthy relationship. Maybe it’s not me at all. Women may just be unlucky or poorly chosen. Anyway, I have accepted the partnership I’ve been looking for, but it’s a small amount and it’s often relatively expensive, regardless of the packaging. I can spend hundreds of dollars finding the companies I want, whether it’s full body massage, consulting, talking hairdressers, girlfriends or prostitutes（ I’ve never really been there, but it’s a loss to me.)
Over the past few years, I have found myself more and more lonely. There was a time when I was more active in communication with people. I was a musician in my early years, and I made thousands of friends and fans in the music world. From this popularity, for a while, I could dream with three, four or even five girls at the same time. There seems to be nothing to be fussy about an experienced person, but it’s not. As I grow older, I finally left the music industry and chose a higher income career, which will take a lot of time and energy. From this lifestyle change, I began to separate myself from others and found myself lonely.
My life is totally different from what I used to be. I’m a lot fat, so I’ve reduced my personal space. My past life was very open and carefree, but now it has become very closed and full of responsibility. It may be hard to imagine, but I’m still a very grateful and happy person. In fact, I’ve been alone most of the time.
Recently, I started to think more about these realistic sex dolls. Recalling my conversations with my friends, I started browsing the Internet and realized that in the past decade, the real-world sexual doll community has changed a lot. More and more people are talking about it, and there are not too many new options before. Dolls that used to sell $6000 now cost $2000, which means I can afford them now. Even if I don’t like it, I still think… I can experience it myself. To further solve my curiosity, globalrealdell.com offers a half price lifelike doll. About $1000, you can get a very realistic doll of the same workmanship and quality. The torso doll actually has one leg and seems to have only one size, but I think it could be a low-cost investment that I can experience myself. It took me a while to make a decision. I had several conversations with the company before I bought it. I think I wonder if they are legal or will become bamboo poles. I did some research online, especially for websites that rated all kinds of sex doll vendors. My idea is to read just personal submissions that are not good for your purchase on site a or site B. It’s hard to trust anyone now, and we all know how easy it is to manipulate the system. I need to build up my own experience, build trust, look with my eyes, and touch with my fingers. So for me, the torso choice is the perfect first sexy doll to love.